I've already told you about several dreams I had, here in this app. The other day I had a dream in which I saw one of my brothers wanting to date a man, you know what I'm trying to say here. I can't speak explicitly because I might get banned, I've already had two stories deleted on this app. So I was impressed by it, but I also thought it wasn't a big deal. Then someone told me this year that this brother of mine who I had this dream about had almost become h0m0s3xual because he was pressured by two guys. So a lot of people knew, but I didn't know that.
You don't know what it means for a person to be a Christian and to have these desires, it is difficult to accept and it is difficult to disrespect those ancient commandments of God that were written through the prophet Moses. God has been good and does not deserve the worst from us. God does not want farces and deceptions, he wants to see the natural and the real. My 7 siblings and I were born into Christianity.
I was very sad and to this day I'm crying inside myself, knowing that my brother was being chased by two guys and I didn't know and I couldn't do anything, he never told me. He is my sweetest brother. Being abused is not good. I didn't even want God to tell me about this, but he wanted it and I must accept the truth, a terrible dream has come true.
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