I've killed a Man out of rage
His words hit home so I turned the page
He tried to correct me,he tried to complain
Sorry he was driving me insane

It started when he touched my hair
Confused and shocked at his daring stare
As he grabbed my hand,I couldn't understand
Who he was? why was he on my land?

Screaming and crying
It felt like I was dying
Death was staring me in the eye
Our love was nothing but a lie

Yes! He was my boyfriend
A character from the books I've always read
Seems like I was another choice
Always saying that I'm "Yours"

He tried to force me in his bed
Showed the signs that he never cared
I pleaded and bleeded on the floor
Said he is only "settling a score "

He was drunk and out of control
Praying asking for help from the Lord
Things got worse when he threw me on the bed
All I can say is that I was really scared

His hands on my mouth
I knew what this was about
He wanted to take my dignity
And leave me in the streets with nothing....(breath)...just empty

One last cry I reached for his bottle
I had not strength but I went full trottle
My mother had always told me to carry a gun
And that one day I'll be betrayed by someones son

I wanted him to drink his last sorrow
For he won't wake up today or tomorrow
He slapped me and kicked me
And said he won't let me be

I wanted out it was to much
This wasn't love there nothing as such
I broke the bottle on his head
As he tried to be rough on me in bed

I tried getting away but I fell to the ground
I cut my hand still I didn't make a sound
He got up in a heist
And punched me in the face
. . . . .
I finally knew my bloods taste

I had, had it was tored
Of being something he admired
I had found a weapon,a tool
Cause he'd broken the biggest rule
I was angry and upset
Our love wasn't something you'd fixate

He took a step towards me and I..
(..letting out a breath of relief)
...
Don't remember the face but thought I was going to die

My eyes caught the door
The same time his body hit the floor

I had killed fear
No more "baby" and "dear"

It was self defence
Forget the love we weren't even friends

I had no choice
Since I was no more