There are no more words left. As we look into each other's eyes, I know it's hurt both of us nevertheless. Even though the amount of love we had is enormous, it's just doesn't work that way anymore. We tried, and this is where we stand now. How much we missed the good old days, it's just won't be the same. We can't go back to those days again.

We keep staring into each other's teary-eyed, thinking how different it would be tomorrow. I am so getting used to your absence, but it's still not the same as entirely putting the stop to this relationship.

" I am sorry for not being able to keep my promise to you," the words blurted out sounds like drips of raindrops fell on the roof. Aloud but unnoticed. I wanted to treat it like the wind, just come and go, but the feels stay. The truth knocked on my senses like crazy. It's repeating. I don't know what I wanted exactly. My heart hurts so much. From loving and hating you at the same time.

You and I have been on this journey for almost five years. The recent years are the worst. We hardly saw each other, there is no peaceful day at all. In between your hectic schedule, we fought about every single thing and just let it slide every freaking time. Sometimes I regret that I urged you to do what you've been doing...