[ Enjoy Reading! This is kind of complicated, well for me..]
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Smiling, she felt like enjoying her life for once.
Teasing, she felt like talking to her friend and talk about their likes.

How she felt disturbed her, alot.
How she reacts to it made her regret of being happy.

She knew she can be in trouble, but why would she.. if it's just talking to an older guy, older for 4 years exact.

Nothing's wrong with it, everyone talks to an older person, she thought.
But she was wrong, again.

They weren't even flirting, but when someone found out, that person made a big deal out of it.

She felt mad, confuse, and sad at the same time.
These different emotions made her mad at herself, for letting her emotions control her all over again.

They were friends but now they're not.
How times can change,
She misses him,
Every now and then, thinking about him.

'Does he ever think of...me?'
'He's been in my mind for hours, I wish I was in his too.'
'I wanna know what he actually felt'

Thoughts after thoughts,
these random things made her stuck,
It made everything complicated for her,
For her everyday life.

"If I didn't talk to him at the first place, I wouldn't be in this kind of position.."