I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?been lookin' in the sky and listening to the voices in ma head, thoughts tellin' me it doesn't mean much though when your health declines, they talkin' about like, "If God's really real, then where is He, why ain't answering if He's really listening?

You see the same God that we're sayin' might not even exist becomes real to us but only when we're dyin' in bed when you're healthy, it's like we don't really care for Him then be like "Leave me alone God. I'll call You when I need You again." Which is funny, everyone will sleep in the pews then blame God for our problems like He's sleepin' on you

We turn our backs on Him; what do you expect Him to do? It's hard to answer prayers when nobody's prayin' to you. The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place and what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way

Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face every day when you get up and think you'll never be great you'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate in you will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith. See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside that we try to suffocate, try to hold it underwater, you know, hopin' it dies but it always survives then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies.

I've been dealin' with some things like every human being and I really don't sleep much at night, I had a breakdown thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud, I started thinkin' maybe I should hang up my heart, let it air out, I've been tryna leave my burdens, well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect and this concerns me, I'm quite nervous hate it when I lose sight of faith 'cause that's when I start to get anxious and my thoughts can be dangerous and drown in self-hatred ain't that somethin' to pray for.