Well as time went on I kept going to school, And one day I met the father of my children. His name was David he was a lot older then me and guess what from the same town my father was from crazy as you can see the trends keep going on. well later on while I was still in school trying to get my education one day he came to meridian and we both had this good friend named Jackie Ray.well that's how we met.As time went on we started dating and one day he came to meridian and I left with him and got involved with each other and the first time I did I got pregnant.so I knew I had made a big mistake of my life.but back in the days people didn't talk about things like that so by me being so young at age fiftheen I was lost, so finally I went and told my grandmother she was so hurt, I seen the hurt in her face when I told her. I was so sorry for the pain I put her through. she told me she loved me and it was going to be okay. so I continue to go to school. well back then if you became pregnant while you was in school they removed you from public schools because it was embarrassment to the other students.and in the public eyes. so after a couple months they sent me to a school for pregnant girls.And that's where I went until my baby was born.After that I didn't go back to school, I had to stay and raise my baby while my grandmother still work to provide for us cause she was my responsibility. I quit school and did what I had to do, not long after that my baby continued to grow up thanks be to God. well one day I said I was going to hickory to see my baby father and my grandmother said if you go take that baby with you and dont leave her with any of your friends or nobody. I thought I was smart not listening to her and went to hickory anyway. well she checked behind me and found out that I had did the thing she told me not to do and she waited until I got back home. when I Got to my friends house where I had left my baby she told me that my grandmother had came and got the baby. well home I went God bless my soul when I walked in she looked at me and said come here well when you know what's about to happen so I took off running and she told my brother go get her, so he ran and caught me and she was waiting outside. she whip me in front of all my friends and the neighbors just so you know I never done that again lesson learned. from that time on when I moved so did baby girl on my hip. if she hadn't taught me responsibility I don't know how my life would have been. when you learn you do better and she taught me from that day never leave your child behind no matter where you go. nothing is that important that they can't go with you. I love my grandmother for teaching me the ways of life. she didn't have anymore trouble with me from that day. she taught me to respect my self and to be a good hearted person no matter how people treat me and always respect grown people. I couldn't have asked God for a more precious blessing than her. she was the mother and grandmother to all of us. she was always fair if she couldn't give all of us she didn't give nobody anything. she was one and a million. she was one of God angels and I loved her so much no one could ever take her place she always be in my heart.