Year 2oo5 one of the worst year in my life. I thought that my life was really in for a good adventure.
The bleakest day of my life, just I hand my resignation and my last day at work. That night I have a good night rest,simply because I could rest without fear that I will be called to work. Most often times in spite that it's my day's off my colleagues who sometimes have emergency to attend to. Would call me as their replacement, it's tiring though but since I have no family to look after I always concead.
But August 16,at around 4am my phone rang I saw the number it's my sister.
When I answered the phone, I got the worst news in my life. My sister just announced that our father died. My whole body got numbed, I couldn't believe it. He can't be dead, I told myself. The thing is I couldn't cry.
Truth be told up unto this day, I still couldn't accept that my father is dead.
When I went back to sleep, I dream of him. He was there smiling at me and embraced me so tight, then he hold my hand. I
In front of us was a huge door once we're near it. He let go 0f my hands and he said goodbye.
Most oftentimes I have dreams of my father, especially when I feel so low and blue.
His death have caused a great hollow in my heart. You see my mother died when I was 3, I also have a step mother who is dead.
Three important persons in my life are all dead, which have caused so much pain in my life.
After 2 days after my father's death, I received a letter telling me I failed in my cgfns. If that wasn't enough, some one broke up with me.
A dead father, a dead dream, a useless bf , my! I have it!
I don't know if I could survive d this hellish situation.
to be continued
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