It's been 5 years now. I had no contact with Swath... She blocked me even from the mail Id. She searches for me on all social app, finds me, and block me. Perhaps running away from me, maybe that helps her to forget me!!

How can I forget her? She switched schools, last where we met. She is in what condition I have zero idea... But every bit of me misses her...only of Swath.

I was lost in my thoughts when I heard an Irish female voice.
" Hey, handsome... You are not into anything... What happened" a beautiful Irish girl from the gentleman club said.
"Nope... I was... I was...lost somewhere..." I sipped my drink and said.
She held my chin in her hand and said," You still Loves her".
"Swath... No..no..." I tried to ignore her...giggled at her, and drank the whole drink like water.

"So...her name is Swath... " she sat next to me...
I was blank. I was lost! I cannot touch the way I touched Swath... I cannot look at any other woman...the way I looked at her... No female body can arise me the same way my Swath did!

The next morning it was Sunday. I got up late... Just laid and weaved dreams... I dialed Swath... My number got dropped, as she blocked it! I giggled, She still running away from me!!

Hi.Suchi... I said...as her phone buzzed.
"When you will reach here?"
"Suchi yar... q... I'm happy here. away from something... "I was still lost ...
"Sagen Bhai... I'm in Delhi now... next week I'm having my annual program... it's national ... all the participants from different regions will be here. I don't want any excuse for your time or your meetings... if you love me...Bhai... you have to be here. "
I sighed. ok... will see...
I kept looking outside the window... the colour of the sky... hmmm Swath...

I reached home, by 2 pm. MaSa was so happy to see me.
"Finally, my son came home... now don't go anywhere."
"MaSa I came for .... I have to return soon..."
"Sagen... plz," she held my hand with smile.
"MaSa you plz!" I touched her feet and sat on my bed... to feel relax.

I looked around. My room is still the same...why not... servants clean it every day!

I got ready and reached the main hall. All members of our family were there.
My elder brother is now looking great. As a father of two children Anusha and Karthik. Both are twins running here and there at the age of 3.
I sat cluelessly. After a silence, DadoSa said, "We focused on expanding business and we are successful. But our family being shattered here and there...that is not correct!".
MaSa looked at me. I felt the heat under my face... felt to run away but I'm not of Karthik age!
"Sagen, what are your plan?" My father asked me. I felt like an alien voice. Hearing him after a century!
" About what "I asked as lost and clueless.
All eyes were looking at me as I said something incorrect.
" Sagen...We all want to see you getting settled. You stay away from here. You have no interest in business and politics. We need you here but... at least get married as we wish for". My elder brother said comfortably sitting next to Dad, Nd DadoSa. Surrounded by other men of the family.

I sprang up. I looked at Masa.
I need to run away. My brain rushed to escape. I knew one day this will happen.
Thankfully my Assistant... Jiya called at on right time... It buzzed loud breaking the silence of the Palace!
I excused all. I ran speaking in French. I want to avoid the Royalselse they will butter me before getting cut by a butcher.
MaSa looked angry. But my escaping is much needed!.

Sagen... I heard MaSa coming inside my room.
I pretend that I'm still on call.

She looked at me, and my hands got down from my ear.
"Sagen you are not a kid anymore to lie to me . " she looked out from the window.
MaSa... I was fighting in my mind to bring word.

"Are you still with that Girl...?
I felt a rush of emotions ready to speak. But what to tell her? I sat on my bed my face said everything to her.
"Look you cannot waste your life like this. Go talk with other Girls. Soon you will forget your childish affair".
MaSa... I still Love her. I uttered.
"Marriage happens on earth...you need to forget her. " she raised her voice.
"That is impossible for me. I may lie to a woman... but How long MaSa?" I looked deep into her eyes.
"You are always an emotional fool.
That girl must be living happily, Maybe having her kids and forgot you long back" she said almost in anger and looking away from my face.
I had a sad face. "MaSa... if she was happy, I never was in pain! You won't understand this, because you still talking with a prince, not with your son!" my mixture of sad and anger raised in throat.
"Sagen...Stop it." MaSa pointed a finger on her lips to shit my mouth and maintain silence.
"Now you need to stop MaSa. You already fulfilled your wishes through Your Elder Son.
Suchi went to Delhi for persuading her dream, because of me. I know her better than you. I came back from the UK just for her. If you still, want to hold your kids ... Under the rules of royalty let me remind you that, we are not kids anymore. I never want to visit here. It reminds me how broken I was and still am. " I felt the heat arround myself and in the room. MaSa was looking in shock that her son is gone far away from her Palu...
I continued. "If you had supported me on that day... I was living happily with my kids around this JanakiRamPalace.
Plz, Masa. time changes everything...but Love is deep, it's unchangeable! You will not understand MahaRani Nirmala Devi. To understand where your kids are happy, you need to be a mother first then the Queen."

I felt my eyes shed a drop of tears suddenly in pain.
I got up took my mobile, held my car key and left the room!
© Saranya Anish Nair