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Me and my idol
My story began since I was a child , I was a very messy girl i thought I could do anything until I started school. I was very excited and could  wait for the first day of school. But I did not know that day would be the worst day of my life. My classmates made fun of me for no reason just because I was short and my family was not  rich . And like this continued all childhood, except the time I was with my family. I had 3 sisters and 1 brother we were very happy together. After elementary school I thought things would get better because I would go to another school . But things got worse when I found out that my elementary school friends would also come to my new school.( I felt bad) . After a few days at the new school I noticed that the students of the school were looking me strange and the teachers too. this is where my nightmare began. My classmates I had before had spoken ill of me all over the school and they all thought I was a loser.My teachers treated me badly and I never get good grades even though I always try to do my best. I got to the point where I did not like myself I thought I was useless. But when i was with my parents i always tried to laugh and look happy.  One day my teacher told  me to say the lesson but i didnt know nothing because my grandmother was died the day before. I tried to explain  but she started making fun of me and took me out in the rain as a punishment that i had not learned. Then I made the decision to kill myself , I had no hope . I took a knife and  decided to end my life when i heard a voice........to be continued
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