06/21/2012 This is to you Saya. By now, I'm a man and hopefully preparing myself to be the best father in the world. I've always loved the name Saya, never could get it out of my mind. When I was a kid, I told my first love this "Once we get married! Our first daughter will be named... Saya! No ands' ifs' or buts." I needed your name to be that because the sound and the meaning of it brought me a smile each time. In some languages your name means shadow or light. Both worlds have great beauty in them and I have no doubt that your beauty will challenge my ideas of beauty. I hope that you'll feel confident to tell me everything. I want to be an accepting father, I do not care if you're a lesbian or even want to become something more than yourself. All I desire is your smile, your happiness and to see you grow into an amazing person. 06/21/2015 Hey Saya by now, I've prepared myself...