I looked at my friend curiously as she happily tells me how her date goes with her new Boyfriend.

I'm not curious about what they do but how can she be so happy and don't see any signs of being scared of that feeling.

Because for me...

Loving someone will be the dumbest thing I will do.

Love just feels good in the beginning but when the time comes it'll all fades. Just like how a beautiful flower withered.

"Is something bothering you Jane?" she suddenly noticed how unresponsive I am at her.

"Raine... I have something to asked you."

"... I know your past relationships failed but I don't understand how you can love someone again despite all the pain you have felt in the past. Aren't you scared at all? Aren't you scared entering into a relationship and the same thing will happen again?"

Her face looked shocked at first and suddenly held my hand.

"If I keep on being scared, what do you think will happened to me?"

"... I'll be alone. Being alone feels empty Jane. That's why it's important for you to love someone. Someone you can be with."

"What's wrong if we'll get in pain? That's how love works. There is no perfect relationship. And there is no perfect man."

"... Because what matters is, despite the pain you will be experiencing, you will be loved by someone that makes you happy. In the end, every pain will be healed and there is only love and happiness left."
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