When you lose someone you truly love to death, the healing process doesn't seem like it's healing you, it seems more like it is taking the little bit of love and energy we have left because the memories you shared with the person is the first thing that begins to attack us in full mode. The good and bad memories just remind us that the person we love is no longer there and all that's left of them are the memories you shared together. Healing from that is the hardest because you have to tell yourself it's God's will, but then sometimes it makes you despise God for taking that person we love so much from us. It just doesn't seem fair but we have to move on or we will be lost mentally, emotionally and spiritually because we question God. Who made that saying up it's "God's will" when people die?

© Porsche Nicole Cobbs