this is just a reminder to people that if you feel like your someone who hasn't gotten anywhere on life think about it you have gotten far from 1 year ago. 1 year ago I was in my second year of high school had no clue what I was going to do after I leave school I was in a really dark place I was suicidal and my life was just turned upside down. now 1 year later I haven't had a suicidal thought since the beginning of the year I have recovered from the really dark place I'm moving forward to looking at doing photography I'm doing it has a hobby right now and to me that is a big improvement in over a year. So it won't be easy at first but keep trying keep praying if you want keep hoping and know that not everything is gonna change in the master of a couple minuets. I learned that at I'm sure that at the end of it, it would have been worth it.