He was holding a huge grater.His eyes was red . A lady was quarrelling with him.And another lady holding a baby in her hand.A group of people around them,There faces were not clear.

It was the first memory came to her mind when thinking about childhood.People always looked at her sympathetically.A baby who was abandoned by her mother at the age of three. Father was a drunkard.Alcohol destroyed not only her parent's relationship but also her childhood.Her father was so rude. He was a wolf in sheep clothing.Gradually she became used to it.
Hatred was increasing in her mind.Towards her alcoholic father,The mother who abandoned her at the age of three,towards the people who was teasing her because of her skin colour and her introvert nature.
she feared everything.and thought this world was not for her.She decided to give up everything.But was not dare to do that.Constanantly saying her mind everything will be ok one day.She fed up at last.
She planned to her father by saltpoisoning.and her mother by cooking gas blast.
she prayed for their death and also for her too.Negativity was spreading around her from birth.
How can she control or change other people's behaviour.Why do other people behaving like this?Why she became affected too much by her father's drunkard nature.Even not her brother get affected.
She was the daughter of a drunkard,Who was always use obscene language.These althings became a scar on her mind.
Her father made her ashamed so many times.In her school,Public places every where.there so many children in her class.But no one had this kind of a father.Who makes her feel bad always.
She didn't even feel she was existing some days.She wish Kill these dirty people ....always rubbish ,telling stupid things.Other people never know what it might feel like being a bastard Drunkard's daughter.

Why some people in this society like this...!!!


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