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Desperation is scary.
#WritcoStoryPrompt60

Was there a point in your life that you wanted to stop, quit, and leave everything behind just to disappear to the point of changing and hiding your identity? Perhaps, you're projecting your perfect life on her because you can't be yourself on the streets. You strive for her to be what you want to be. Why are you still unble to leave? Is it because of a unconditional love or you're waiting for something that never reaches out? A pipe dream is blooming in the vacuum, and shrinks by itself. Indeed, it'd be better to look for someone who perfectly insert in your hands of absolute hunger for representation. It's not a representation, but an identity you strongly want in others not just yourself. Her hint of opposites, drives the blade towards your heart with a snide thrust. And you wonder to stay for her or not. Better to have someone that's in the image of what you want. It's unfair to misjudge a woman you really idolize. She never queerbaited. No one can do it. You're just projecting your identity on her. You're being unfair to her. Maybe, you don't love her. You should leave her alone. To let her in the way she strives for.

© Hira M.