it's was hot August night Dad told Mom it was time howed he know she was in labor and waking here up ltes go Marylyn you are having the baby wake up hurry let's go hopefully we are gonna have another girl Don call your mom and everyone she came for my sake you know your mom wants to be in the room with me she alway is she has been through all our children call my mom tell here to check on the kids Go get her Please have your mom come in I need ma G Donald . ma G enters the labor room as she appourch my mom asking Marylynn my girl when you gonna leave my boy I worry about you and the kids with his drinking like he does ! He's gonna really hurt you my little sweet Marylyn and them kids. Here's number Five now hope this one is ok things were moving fast and as my mother started to push mom said mom G as soon as this one in school I hope as she promised my dad's mom as I enter the world for the first time the doctor grabbed the nurse off she is not breathing get her out of here! I was born her smallest baby blue not breathing after she done lsot three before me and grandma grabbed my mom the doctor said it's a girl Marylyl what's her name she is gonna be ok as they tried to bring life into my lifeless body all others brothers and one sister all right lbs and over i was born six lbs 5 onces only 15 inches long a tiny girl doctor finished with my mom need to check on your daughter came back a while later we are gonna try to keep her alive but this one born with menigicacal phnuemonia we have to work fast put a tube in here get her on machines she's not breathing on her own . Pray for the best but prepare everyone for the worse call her siblings in to meet here tell her father and any one else we are gonna try Marylyn but she's probably not gonna make it she can't breath we have her little heart beating but her lungs aren't have to make a choice my grandma said Marylyn it ok save our baby no matter what the doctor said we are giving antibiotics as fast as we can suctioning her lungs respitory is with her but remember this kinda of phuemonia kills most adults she could be brain dead or worse Marylyn your daughter hasn't moved yet and hasnt even tried we need a response from her and we're are doing everything we can for her my mom said just save my baby Lil Mary Sue if I name her for Her mom maybe she will have her awneriness and fight lorriaana after you mom you need to go tell your son he has a little bitty daughter and she's gonna make it I will keep her going mom we've all wanted her another girl among all the boys and mom G come here first I promise you cause she's gonna live no matter what that I will leave him when she is old enough to starts by school I promise you that I won't let him hurt me or her or none of the others with another girl he might be better but my word on her I will leave him when she is ready grandma G said I'm holding my girl to that good girl Marylyn sorry my son is so insane did not ever see that if I could have kept him home maybe I could have taught him better the next I seen him he's coming home with my Marylyn girl a beautiful wife 18 so young and that girls took my heart you worked so hard to fit it and help his sisters and brothers like you were part of the family his brothers stood up for you his sister's taught you and you became a good wife for my wondering son he brought you home asked if I could care for you the war has begain you were young but a worker you were little but strong and smoked cigarettes. My oldest had a beautiful wife where'd he find you you know he's older. I got you settled into our family fed you and kept you safe for him. Until my boy came Back a man Marylyn don't take his crap ok don't let men treat you bad ask for God's hand in raising your kids he isn't good for that he's never had to be dependable smart by birth he had to go run away when he was seventeenth He will hurt when some one my son turned he took some money from us He left for school and we never seen him again you till he was grown. He never looked back Until he brought you to us to take care of while he found work I tell myself that we taught him enough to take care of himself and now you also I did bring you in my home and fed you took care of you taught you somethings mean while a visit with his brothers his youngest My baby missed his brother and begged him to hold him so he took him for walk and talk my old son and youngest one where they talk about where he's been and his new friends you and love til the end made a pack that day who ever passed away first the other respectful spends the funeral time alone at homeremembering their blood pack that day brought you back then in the middle he kissed you and I good bye off to find work then another son got married leaving home and startingbthier own families I can't believe they are grow up na G said .
after I was born a bout a few months they said marylyn and Don we've done all we can take your daughter home and love her she's not gonna make past a few days my mom told them not she gonna be strong and I'm gonna see to that I'm not losing this one I will take my daughter home and take her illness away and she will be okay you'll see when we meet again doctor a momma never gives up I'll show you she can scream loud as loud can be just don't ever doubt aotjers love of her baby's cause a momma can do miricles a doctor can't off to my home we went so I can meet my family for once for the first time they passed my little me around and song nursery rhymes to me so sweet one buba two buba three and and 2 big sissys that's talking to me I looked around and cryed for my first time I was not scared but loved by my family here I knew I fit there !




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