Had he been in my subconscious when I went dormant? I was reluctant to get engaged with him in any way, until he asked me for a cigarette. Now why would he ask me for a cigarette? He knew I'm not much of a smoker. What actually does he want from me? His eyes looked bright and skin radiant, he looked lively more than ever. His pallor look from the last time I'd seen him, he no longer carried....