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Being ownself
I am like the person who never try to find myself inside me from my known stage. I only try to recognise the the environment around me and what kind of work of myself make it more beautiful.
But never try to understand myself and make effort to my personality more developed. But this lockdown gave me this opportunity to find myself.
I enjoy a long vacation. Before when vacation occur I am bound to be stick with book but in this holiday I only try to listen my heart. When my heart tells to study then I actually learn but when heart is not ready for this I never cross it.
I am enjoying the sounds of summer noon, feel the light warmth of morning sun and also the fragrance of jasmine. In rain I am trying to feel the drops of rain on my lip, on my face. sometime I feel the rain water on feet and the cloudy wind on my body and hair.
I never read poetry and even know that I also have fond of it. During this period I listen,read and also write a lots of poetry, story and other things. This is a phase where i come to my wishes from the unseen duties.
I aso never know that I am like the red lipstick. Throughout this process I am trying to make more beautiful myself with the help of lipstick,kajol and the eyeliner.
Then I know that the simplest girl of my past who bound to never became stylish also became a good model . When I look my current image and compare it with before then I realize that before I never try to know myself I am not a friend of mine.
On some moment I love to stare me in front of mirror. Without reason I take make up only for me. In each and every occasion I try to make every moment beautiful for me. Some moment I like to just remain silent ,do nothing only thinking about myself .
Only not happiness some how sadness is also present inside ourselves. Without it we are incomplete . The relationship problems, failures and some good character which is good for others but also toxic for ownself. Sometime continue flowing tears from eye where as some time just automatically became emotionless.
Apart from it this is a beautiful journey from I to me. It plays a significant role for identification of myself with me. I never think before that who am I but this time gives me this answer for me. I know that we face many bad phases during this but the positive effect of it that. beyond each and every breakdown we became more strong to fight against any problems or issues.
But never try to understand myself and make effort to my personality more developed. But this lockdown gave me this opportunity to find myself.
I enjoy a long vacation. Before when vacation occur I am bound to be stick with book but in this holiday I only try to listen my heart. When my heart tells to study then I actually learn but when heart is not ready for this I never cross it.
I am enjoying the sounds of summer noon, feel the light warmth of morning sun and also the fragrance of jasmine. In rain I am trying to feel the drops of rain on my lip, on my face. sometime I feel the rain water on feet and the cloudy wind on my body and hair.
I never read poetry and even know that I also have fond of it. During this period I listen,read and also write a lots of poetry, story and other things. This is a phase where i come to my wishes from the unseen duties.
I aso never know that I am like the red lipstick. Throughout this process I am trying to make more beautiful myself with the help of lipstick,kajol and the eyeliner.
Then I know that the simplest girl of my past who bound to never became stylish also became a good model . When I look my current image and compare it with before then I realize that before I never try to know myself I am not a friend of mine.
On some moment I love to stare me in front of mirror. Without reason I take make up only for me. In each and every occasion I try to make every moment beautiful for me. Some moment I like to just remain silent ,do nothing only thinking about myself .
Only not happiness some how sadness is also present inside ourselves. Without it we are incomplete . The relationship problems, failures and some good character which is good for others but also toxic for ownself. Sometime continue flowing tears from eye where as some time just automatically became emotionless.
Apart from it this is a beautiful journey from I to me. It plays a significant role for identification of myself with me. I never think before that who am I but this time gives me this answer for me. I know that we face many bad phases during this but the positive effect of it that. beyond each and every breakdown we became more strong to fight against any problems or issues.
