Dear Elizabeth,
I had you in my stomach for about 7 and a half months. You were my first born child and you were so precious in my eyes. I know I made some mistakes in my life, but giving birth to you was a blessing. You gave me the will and the wisdom to try my best to get my life straight. I was in labor with you for about 32 hours and when it came time to push you out. It was so hard, but it was incredible at the same time. When I first saw you, you were so beautiful. You had the most chubbiest cheeks I have ever seen. My sister and my mother were right there when you were born. Then I had to make a hard decision to give you up so I could get the help I needed in hope someday I could become a better person and mother to you and your sister. At the time you were born I was fighting a personal battle of addiction to drugs and alcohol. It Also has changed my outlook on life and if I can overcome that, then I can overcome anything in life. Please baby girl get your life straight and make something of yourself. And please don't follow me in my footsteps. I am telling you all of this because you have the right to know. I am also telling you this because I love you more then life itself. You did nothing wrong and I don't want you to think you did anything wrong. Because you didn't. Every time your birthday would come around I really had to fight the tears from coming. I am writing this on this App. because I want the whole world to know how special you are and how much I love you.
© Tabara1975