".... dear diaries, dunno what i feel exactly but what I'm sure about is ; this is not happiness, it isn't even close but let it be, i dunno what's the future hiding for me! i feel it, it is something big, bigger than my own dreams..." she looked to the sky and took a deep sigh " he's a good person, i think, i really don't know, why are you lying to yourself Elina, he's nothing but a fake bag.. " Elina put her head again between her hands, her hears was running out of her eyes that she lost the will to stop them. ".. where are you Adrian, why you took too much, 12 year of waiting, don't you think it's more than enough, you promised..! you promised me Adrian..." she kept repeating his name untill she felt a sleep on her desk, that was the day of her engagement with Dino or at least that's what his close used to call him... Daniel seemed like a nice person with a good work and a big family name that made him wanted by every girl in the city, every girl but Elina, she knew his metal, and she hated him so much, she couldn't loved him, he tried for years but she keot refusing him on the hope that one day Adrian will come back to her as he promised the day they moved, even they were only 15 but they shared the purest rarest love ever, he promised her to come back to her and on that promise, she kept waiting for him... but he never showed
Elina was a beautiful lady she was strong and confident, to her family she was kind of rebel not for a thing but for chasing her dreams and trying to live the life she need, the life she deserve, exactly as Adrian used to tell her: "... you are an angel my princess, you must fight for your dreams, I'm always with you, even if not in flesh and bones, but our souls are bounded as one, i will be with you in thick and thin, i'll always give you the power you need..." but Elina's parents were not satisfied with what's their daughter doing, they wanted her to settle down with a good man, a man that will give her a better life, a man like Dino. They kept pushing her for years straight but that wouldn't move a hair for her, not for Elina especially with the thoughts of her lover Adrian in her mind...
© Roisin