#imparalyzed

after that I went to our cafeteria and took my favorite book out .it's my habit to go to cafeteria and read Books .I'm more like a silent girl than a nerd . I'm sweet ,savage etc etc ...
my thoughts cutted off when my best friend came and sat next to me .
"yaa tell me , now what's happening between you both ? "
" who both ?"
"yaa don't act like you don't know what I'm saying "
"mm I don't know , we are not lovers but not friends "
"so can I call this friends with benefits? "
"hey come on , it's not like what you think , we are not sure about what are we now , I will talk to him later"
" hmm BTW you are supposed to be in class right now ?"
"teacher asked me to leave"
"why?"
"he caught me not listening to his class "
"mm good girl ,now let's go out "
"ah ? no I have to attend next class"
"ahhhh how you became my friend "
with that she left the cafeteria and I became alone again . I started concentrating on my book again .but then the bell rang indicating it's lunch time . students rushed to cafeteria. and I saw My love coming towards me .I tried to act like I didn't saw him and concentrated on my book .but then
"mm , can we talk ?"
I looked up and nodded my head
" do you have a boyfriend? "
his straight question and straight look into my eyes cause me choke unintentionally.
"mm are you alright? "
then I saw a slight smirk on his face while saying this .
"we will talk later , ok"
with that he left , what is he doing to me ? making me fall again? or making me fall deeper ?whatever , he won .......
I took my bag and left home not being able to face him whole day ....
next day ,
© jimin's girl