The fact is that I always knew that she was not a promising life partner. When you want something, you just know that you want it. Well that age was so immature that I didn't know that what is the difference between a 'need' and a 'want' but I guess no age is the perfect age for anything. I found her inspiring. A girl, my father would like for me, at every cost. She was confident. She always had a smile on her face. She had a shining personality ready to defeat whoever comes her way. Unlike me, she was too much interested in her carrier. I am on the other hand, always pushed by my father and mother. Not at all interested in my life ambitions. Too careless. I am kind of a person who would have ruined all my life if my father was not there to push me all the time. Sometimes I feel that everyone is like me. Parents who push their children all time, are the only one who make something out of their life. You can't risk to leave your kids for even a single moment of life. It is like you can't dare to lose control ever, neither your own life nor your kids. You can't depend on anyone else at all, no matter how lonely or stranded you feel.