i desire to lay on hospital bed n also manifest that my family and my both besties stay beside my bed side
my hand landing onto there's n closing
making a last wish before death comes n hugs me . making a last wish to be besties again in my internal life
and rejoicing new memories again

wishing that before closing my eyes
counting on to my last breath i life the world with a smile and the last drop of tears from my eyes, hand clustered together between my loved on
kissing mom n saying good bye.

returning home from where i came from i know my father is there waiting for me to wipe up my tears and release me from this pain I've suffered
rejoice n enjoy in my new home
heaven.

letter to my father im coming home soon. ❤