it's mental illness he says. I tell him, oh no it's just love. love drives us mad. it's more addictive then drugs and our responses are often trauma responses, coated in our personalities that try to control combining the ego and soul into one being. many will feel that's just too elaborate. will they even understand what I say? does he realize how rare it is to intellectually understand another? am I just impulsive, compulsive, controlling, manipulative? ANOTHER ONE. oh no!! ANOTHER ONE. another person making me question my sanity, my intuition, my wisdom, my authenticity, my feelings......