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If it's Ours
I'm just a typical girl who has a dream. A lot of dreams to be exact. I never have expected to meet someone that can totally melt me down. I never expected to be that inlove. I never ever like to hear the thought of having someone, especially a boy in my life.

My name is Hana Davuente, 21 years old. I am living my life confused and feeling sureal about everything that happens in me. I still have my mother with me and my sister Jessica. We enjoyed being together evwn if we don't have anything.

I wanna share my story way back in 2016. I'm a college student, taking up a Bachelor of Science in Engineering. I like music a lot. I have a great voice but don't have the confidence to show it to everyone. One day there's an audition for every extracurricular activities in our school. It's up to you where do you want to enter. So as I am really into music, I gather all my confidence and eneded up auditioning to the Music Glee Club. Luckily, I passed it. I became an idol to my colleagues, that was impressing and amazing for me. That finally I even have the showcase for my talent.
I only have confidence when I play with somebody but when I'm alone I can't. But it's okay, atleast I have an improvement.

So there's this one guy in that room who caught my attention. Not because he is handsome rather not because he had a great voice. But because he is so noisy that day, only his voice was geard all around the atmosphere of the room. And it makes me felt annoyed. I don't like him, thats what I said back then. In the end, I eat it all up the words I release.

We became close because of the jams that we had. I appreciate his appearance and his attitude, being a Christian for me is a BIG POINTS. He is so gentleman and doesn't want me to go home alone, he always walk me home. We became best of friends. Everything that happens in my life and his, we shared it together and mend all of it. He knows when I'm bothered. I know when he needs me. I was like a bubble gum who always stick with him everytime we were together. Until the day came that I never wanted to be away from him. I don't know if its still about of friendship dor me. What I feel is like crazy, I felt like crazy that time. I can't bear to see him with soneone else even if that's just a friend or a classmate. I hate it every time he smiles to someone especially to girls. I hate it. I know it felt wrong but I'm happy. I'm happy about my feelings for him. It was an amazing feeling for me. He is the first person who make me feel that way.

We eat together, we play together like children, we sang a duet, I surprised him always, I always gave him a gift just to make him happy even if I can't receive any from him. Because for me Love isn't just always give and take for me before. I believe if someone gives its all okay and settle. I never knew that I would be such a fool in the eyes of my friends.

The day came that I already had the courage to say it to him. What I feel. I LOVE YOU EVER SINCE WE MET. And finding out he also Loves me. We are happy, I am happy. But I doesn't expect it to be just a one sided. I love him that much that I would rather die if I don't see him on my 18th birthday. He came. I was rge most happiest person ever even if, we don't have muchof food to eat that day. I am happy, very happy. He even wanted to say I love you in his speech yet he's afraid my brothers would hear it.

But just like the sun when it shines its so happy but when it rains its sad. It happen that he asked my former person who court me to came back and fight for me again because I am starting to like him.


(I'll just upload the next chapter later... Thabk you for reading)
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