From the inner of my heart i heard the sound saying "RUN AWAY ". Dim was all smiling wickedly but suddenly he smile looked normal. Am i seeing things or his smile was wicked before. I was in so confusing.
Dim," are you all right?".
Me," y… yy yyuup. ... yup"
Dim," why you look afraid".
Me," i am not".
Dim suddenly stand up. Again his smile was wicked and He slowly walks toward me. My legs automatically start to stepping backward. The more he moves toward me the more my legs step back.
(in my mind," please please dont come toward me, i am begging you please dont come toward. Are you going to kill me?")
While stepping back i felt there was something hard behind me(oh god! ….Why the hell there is wall, there isn't any way to run, am i really going to die by his hand).
Dim suddenly do kabedon. I was astonished. (in my mind," WWWHHHHAAATTTT KABEDON")
While i was trying to avoid looking at him. Dim pull his face closer to my face. His light pink lips wear so close to my lip.
I didnt know what to do and i hurriedly closed my eyes. But still I can feel his his warm breath at the side of my nose . I can feel his eyes gazing hardly at me. I can feel his warm, slim &long fingers touching at my waist. I can feel warm coming from his body to my body. I dont know how close we were. My heart starting to beat speedly. And my face was starting to burn up. Even My ears are all red.
He didn't move away his lips away. Our lip was so close. (in my mind," good bye my firstkiss") ╥╯﹏╰╥
After few minutes Dim smiled and start giggling. He looked at me. Than He slowly move his lip to my ear. I can feel his warm breath moving from my lip to ear. And He whisphered at my ear ," Hue..… You are looking cute." after saying this Dim leave his hand from my waist and move liitle bit back from me.
Dim," Hey , why are you closing your eye?"
Me," who closed eyed".( i panicky open my eyes and replied him)
Dim was still giggling.
Dim," no one closed.. "
I couldnt say anything to him and i quickly run toward the door. I quickly start running downstairs. My face were all red , my heart was beating so hardly,i was feeling happy and sad at same time. And most of all i was feeling shy. What is this feeling . I never feel like this. What going on with me?. I want to calm but i couldn't calm myself.
I enter my classroom and quickly sit over my seat. Other student were calling at me but i couldnt hear anything. My mind was filled up with all the incident happend in the rooftop. I couldn't stop thinking.
After few min Dim entered classroom. And One of his friend called him ," where were you dim? I was searching you from long time. Where did you go dude?" . Hearing his name I suddenly lay my head to desk and closed my eyes. I dont know why i did this but i was feeling so nervous and i didn't have any confidence to face toward him.