November me mulakat hue..phir dhere dhere kuch baat hue....phir mulakato baato ka silsilah chalta gaya....phir kisike aane se tum door hote rhe...hum tumhe jate dekh ke bhi bas khade hoke rote rahe...thi umeedh mujhko ki tum laut ke aaoge par mai he thi jo har bar tumhe manate thi...sbke sath ache se baate karte the tum...mujhe khud se door krte rahe...tum ye bolte ki mai sahi hu aur hum bhi tumhare haan me haan bharte rahe...phir kbhi baate krna phir anjaan ban jana .....wo baate wo mulkate he toh mujhe satate hai...tumhare sachi baate bhi na jaane kyu jhutha ka ahsaas dilate hai....bas is ahsaas se he maine tumse baat krna chodhh diya hai.....phle tumne mujhe tanha, akela chodhha tha ab maine tumhe akele chodhh diya hai...sach kahu tumhe ab bhi koi fark nhi padhega....jo tumhe sach me chahta hoga sayad he tu uspe kabhi yaqeen karega....bas yahi soch ke mai sach nhi kah paate hu...ki haan mai tumhe chahte hu.....kyuki mai khudko aur dard dena nhi chahte...aisa bhi nhi hai mai khulke rona nhi chahte....bas kuch majbooriyaan hai mere ki mai chaha ke bhi kuch kah nhi pate...
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