I wish I could fall in love right now... this hole in my life is tearing me apart slowly... but I'm happy and I'm not sure why... I never thought I'd be good enough for myself or anyone. But this feeling is love, for myself. At least, I think. I want to work on myself, I'm looking forward to it.

Onward, to myself, to who I am.
Towards, this man I need to be.
Forward, to the children I want...

To find a wife that'll love me, and love life as much as I do... who'll be the moment for me. To that person that'll walk into my life someday... I love you with all of my heart.

A promise to my future. I will be more than myself, I will be this man... romance will never fade from us, and I'll be a father, who'll always love and care for the children. I will prove myself every single day.

So, I can see that beautiful smile every day.
So, I can give you what you deserve.
So, I can give us the life we can appreciate

Together...

I will build myself into a better man.
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