[...I think this is pure nonsense, for me it doesn't make sense...]
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I grew up thinking that I needed a good reputation, for others to see that i'm a good person.

I grew up thinking that every person has a hidden kindess, a good trait.

I grew up thinking that I can fix every problem in this world if I focus.

I was such a big dreamer,
No one can understand,
That's how I understood it..

Little by little, Realizing the mistakes.
Little by little, giving up those dreams.
Little by little, changing my perspective.

9 Years Old, in such a young age, I grew up thinking about the fact that,
Everyone does have problems and that everyone is not perfect.

You can say that I understood the world in an Adult Way, but to be honest, I wouldn't like to be me.

Being insecure or having flaws are just the definition that you're a person, a human.

I hate overthinking, even seeking revenge for it

Until everything stops..
A year after, I thought about it, overthinking it again.

As it says, Vengeance is not ours, and I respect that.
Growing up in different religious schools, they taught almost everything about faith.

- It would be better if i'm a kid or not alive right now, this thought keeps on popping in my mind.
But deep inside me, I knew that it's just because of my emotions..


Someone will care for you,
Someone will need you, want you.
The best thing you can do is, wait for it.