At some point of my life,I used to wish that I could disappear from this world.The world seemed so dark,I cried every night will my mind feel at ease, if I just disappear during those beautiful days I was in pain. I hate myself for not being able to receive love this is not how I really feel but I leep getting further away.What should I do?The saying that time is medicine was really true, for me as the days went by,I really did I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again.I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness.Those beautiful memories were so painful.I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn’t go away.My friends, all these people, they’re only looking at me.This isn’t how I really am but I keep getting farther away.But still, maybe I can be a bright light in this world.Maybe after all of that pain I can shortly shine a light.So I couldn’t give up I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this,I will find myself..

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