I always liked the smell of rain makeing it's way through the old trees down to the pine cover dirt beneath my sneakers. I always felt at home. it always helps me think. So whenever my mates were busy I would go and clear my thoughts thinking of the perfect world. no hunger, no abuse, no drugs, no bullies, and no dodgeball. but as I look up from my barely legible drawing of my world, I realize it's only a fantasy. BUZZ!!! just like clockwork. my mate Ian always texts me at 2:14 evreyday. I haven't really figured out why, but I dont really have any intentions of asking ethier. Maybe that should be my next fantasy world, "A DAY WITH NO IAN" it would be a rather sad one though because I do like that keeps interest in me. Most people I meet like me until they ask to come over. Its usually point were I never talk to them agian. ian always says "just say NO" and it seems so easy when he says it but when I try I feel like I would let that person down and then they would speed rumors about me that aren't true (even though that happens on a day to day basis, mostly about me being gay because they found makeup in my bag) The only reason ian is still around is because I only invite him over when my parents are gone. Even then we still have to babysit my brother and sister. So we always end up at his house playing call of duty. I mean it's fun and all but I always feel bad how I'm lieing to him, I tell him that my dad is a writer so we can't make much noise (which ian is so far not capable of doing) and that my mom that has cancer so shes always sick. (ian is a germaphobe, but that doesn't make much sense because I'm pretty sure his dirty clothes can walk) and as far as the makeup, I tell him it's for the dark bags under my eys from babysitting Ash and Kate (which for the most part is true). Ian's text said " hey noah, I'm done with school wanna come over? I have pizza." there is always junk food at the sollers house, their a really nice family to be around and is nice that ian lives so close. I replied "sure, on my way".
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