It hurts, looking at the ones you own, walking away, They're far, you're missing them a lot but can't explain, there're no words left, all you've got are pictures and pictures of them, memories feels like bullets, hurting you each and every day, no gaps. all you do is embrace them from a distance which is never decreasing, evry morning you wake up with a goal, that you'll atleast do something which will take you closer to them, but no matter how much efforts you make those distance remains the same, yeah Every single day, the same gloom surrounds you and you've got nothing left to say, you know, you have the hope, you haven't loose them, but all your insecurities haunts you whether you'll be able to find them again? Illusions of them are always there, when you step forward to touch them, noone's left. Feels like you haven't met them for years, feels like yesterday was a year ago, feels like those hands were in yours just a second before. All you do is feel them right beside you, all you can do is wishing them health from a distance, all you want to do is work for their dreams to come true, all you dream for is them to be with you no matter the distances.



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