Im running through my memory's
Guess then
we didn't had time
to wonder who we are
Now im running running
out of time
kipping my head up
not looking back
Im trying to be stronger
than before
Im trying to be
kinda than before
But im still stuck
on the memory's we had
It was a toxic childhood
That keeps us apart
When i look back
You were the only thing i had
I thought we were friends
I should had been like taht
Maybe if i was a
better person then
Maybe then you will still
had been friend
Im running out of time
The clock is ticking
and im sinking
In a big ocean of shark's
Not knowing who i should trust
You look at me
like im a stranger
Like we never knew each other
It hurts me to know
that we become like that
I wish i was more like you
a happy person
who gets along with everybody
Im stuck on the
memory's we had
I think they were made up
By me  to keep us together
Not knowing
you will treat me
like we were never together
Like i never matter
in the first place
You keep reminding
me i was younger
Then why did you abandoned me
Im hurt I can't
scream
Im daing
and you don't know
that im hurting this much
I wish i was a happy person
Maybe then you will had
still be my friend
Taking pills
to release the pain inside
Writing my wishes of death
Not knowing who
will find it one day
Wondering if im enough
Wondering if im strong enough
To keep me still
It hurts to know
that you don't want me anymore
I fell like a trash bag thrown away
We had fun memory's
I think i had at least
Im running out of time
I wish i had time to spare
But i don't know how long
I will be standing
on this beautiful pedestal of memory's
My dearest friend
Wish you the world in the end

just a made up story hope you like it