I try hard as I may not to live my life in regret. wanting to know what can be done to be in the lives of those I miss. I’m not yet convinced I have what I need for the task ahead. Taking chances what’s left in finding the answers I seek. Am I prepared or is this a fight for another day? Trusting that things will work out and stop worrying about the past. Yet replacing doubt with an imaginable opportunity to somehow make our dreams come true. With every passing day working towards this goal, nearer to where we’re meant to be. Adapting the confidence required to be myself and function in this world. Understand that everything that happens leads us back to our hearts desire. who we are is just a simple contribution to the meaning of existence. A reason to not let go and keep moving forward. Brocken down with heart ache unable to comprehend or handle the stress. And let go of the fear and uncertainty and start pursuing our goals. Unraveling my thoughts to not get it twisted. Our lives a puzzle we tend to forget. Ignore the hateful thoughts inside your head. Try to stay positive instead. You try to uphold an image that you have it all together. This isn’t true if we are honest. In valnerability is how we relate. Looking down on others is a mistake. An all lives matter movement is needed. We think we’re better but we’re all the same. No one’s perfect we all have shame. It’s impossible to live up to expectations that we haven’t adopted for ourselves. Then measuring up becomes our hell. So here we are in this moment wanting life to be everything we wanted it to be. Overcoming our limiting beliefs. Being ok with ourselves and the lives around us. What if we were all oppreciated for who we are? Notice that no one is any better. Understanding this is a need that we all have. To be seen and treated as equal.