She wanted a lover in her life. Blinded by the collective illusions she saw what everybody saw. A lack in goodness, so she settled for the common attraction, insecurity. Oh , only if she could see the light inside, the world would open up for her.

She reminds me of a sunflower that grew up being told about her soul mate the sun. Sunflower day-dreamed and longed for this mate in agony. Clouds were all she knew, they winked and blowed kisses at her everyday. Yet her heart yearned for more, the more, she wasn't even sure existed but with all her heart hoped for.

Days were as years to her, they...