Can anyone hear her?
Does anyone know?
Does anyone care?
It has tooken her many years to even realize so much. She knew that if she would speak up it would be so hard to get just one person to believe to give her a chance . Like I said it took her years to become brave enough. She isn't a fool, very smart, just no one just very few knew.
13teen years it took her being uncover making sure she had just enough to prove back what she said was true. It hasn't been a joy ride, it's been crazy. Along the way so pain painful things had happened. She didn't do it for her self, but for the children, for the weak. How she has wanted to give up so many times. It's not easy doing what she did on her own. They could of help others but no, not a soul.They where to scared. She understood there reasons. But here you have a girl that is nothing, her family taught her everything.
What if she told the whole world everything would it matter? Would any one care?
How this world will never understand her pain, What she hides from everyone when really inside she is yelling, screaming, crying, on the inside.How every day she just wants to Let it all out go somereason she can't.How it makes her angry, frustrated. So many judges her.Thinks she is crazy, sick.One day she knows her voice will be headed, that everything will be over with. Till then day in and day out she keeps the only person, thing that has always been by her side that never for saken her.
How every day brings something new.



© carolyn L Barbe