They say "To gain success you have to go through a lot of failures, because' it gives us an indifferent feelings to experience an actual life, that can make you grow as a better person in future".

Just like that when it comes to love, ''you have to go through many heartbreak to finally achieve and recognize your true love "

I thought first love will always be the best love, and
It let us go through a new experiences for the first time but the truth is, it's similar to life lessons; we get from a stranger who we met coincidentally , developed unnecessary affection and finally get abandoned later.

but an actual fact " it's the last love that matters a lot" no matter how shallow your mind can be from the start, but in the end it will just end up giving you unexpected output that balance your life in both good and bad, it all depends on you and your choices,

My brain started to sore, from all the recaps, But I finally understood what I was searching for all these years, it's not just love but it also that care and respect which we only get from few people, and
I believe in my Women Sense that I will get all these three with him so I decided to give another last shot in this love game hoping this will make lots of difference compare to my previous. and finally I will endup with my true soulmate .