grandmother fed, had enough dough to start my own business and got my diploma and I left the streets alone, relocated to New York, I'm from Chicago, I promote rappers who wants to design a platform to help and give back to the community, I even help people get out of death." he said proudly. "wow your such a good person, that's incredible." I said " yeah well you can't judge a book by its cover." he said pulling up to the jazz club. we took our seats at this nice candle light dinner with red and black draps on the wall. "order anything you want." he said " boy don't tell me that, I'll fuck around and order the whole dam menu." I said. he laugh and smiled. "What?." I asked. "Nothing, I just love your sense of humor, love your entergy and smile, to me it's more then just looks. he said ordering us two chardonnay's. "so what you mean it's more then just looks to you?" I asked "well what I mean by that is, I love your style, your laughs, the way you talk in rage, how you be model walking, yeah I see ya, you got sass, and I also wanna help you heal, I wanna show you that I'm the man you need bae." he said grabbing my hands and kissing them. I was blushing so hard, how do I respond to that. lawd please get this man before I lose my mind. "how I know you ain't trying to play me, you wining and dining me, so how I know it's real?" I asked, taking my hands back. before he could anwser that question the waiter came to take our orders. "Good evening, what can I get y'all." the waiter said. "we'll have two sweet teas and some beignets, thanks." he said "coming right up." the waiter says walking away. "how you know that's what I wanted." I said "trust me, you gonna like it." he said moving closer to me. man oh man was it me or was it getting hot in here with no air conditioning. he leaned in even more and gave me a kiss and another and another. I pulled away and grab the chardonnay and drunk the rest that was left. "too fast...it's okay I can take it slow, if that makes you comfortable." he said "no....it's just.....I never had that kind of treatment before, this is all new to me." I said our food arrived and we ate and shared a few laughs. he tipped the waiter fourthy dollars. hm I could of used that on laundry. we got back into the car and pulled up at my place. " you want me to walk you to the door, make sure you get in okay." he said, looking at me as if he devouring me in the car. " oh no, I'm fine, I'm a big girl,this ain't no night cap." I said getting out the car. he lowered his window down as I walked towards my apartment. "Ain't no body said bout coming in girl." he said laughing and shaking his head. but I kinda wanted him to come in. I was ready to feel how his body felt against mine. as I walked inside, marcus texted me. it read: I really had a great time, you so sexy mentally baby, when you ready to let me in more, and give me all of you, I promise you'll get the same in return, hope you have a good night beautiful queen. shit I was ready now. as I got ready for bed, I fell into a wet dream of his fine chocolate six pack with water running down in the heated shower. I got rudly awaken by rocks hitting my window. I got up to see what it was. It was begging ass damien. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I said trying not wake my neighbors up. "I need to talk to you, it's important, open the door man." he said "hell no, can't you get the hint, I don't want you, leave me alone." I said shutting my window and going back to bed. as soon as I get comfortable and doze off again, I hear my door bell. this better not be this nigga at my door. I opened the door and damien just threw himself on me and kissing me and started to suck on my neck and lick down my chest. he then picked me up and walked to the bed and layed me down. "no Damien, stop." I said trying to break free from him. "come on bae, you know you miss this wood." he said as he kisses me more till he reaches my panties and pulled them off with his teeth. "I miss you baby, did you miss daddy, fuck, dam, feel good huh, yeah, that's some fire ass pussy, this my pussy." he said as he got deeper and deeper. I knew this wasn't right, how could I let this happen, but I couldn't help it, I still loved him and he caught me in a vulnerable place. its was like everything was reversed to the day we first layed eyes on each other. we feel asleep after we both climaxed. the morning came I quickly jump up, oh no what have I done. where was damien, did he leave. my phone begins to ring. "Hello.." I said " heyy good morning beautiful, say u want me to come get you and we can get donuts and coffee, what you say?" marcus ask. "yeah that sounds fun." I said "Who is that?" damien asked drinking a cup of coffee. omg! this is not happening right now. I sliently told damien to be quiet. " so it's like that now, mane who the fuck you talking to, I'm not gonna be queit until you tell me, give me the dam phone." he said putting down his coffee cup and wrestling me for the...