Tears streamed down her eyes as she recalled her childhood. The fear of losing him losing him again was eating her up. It was like two hearts who began their journey with hopes of a beautiful ending , but suddenly got lost in the maze of life and looked forward to a hopeless future. She looked out of the partly closed window beside her dormitory bed. The moon was big and full. She gave a sideways look to the moon and muttered under her breathe ," all of it was your doing.......". Everytime she advanced to talk to him, one or the other thought would hold her still to her place and make her pass by him as if she were unknown to him. Just like today when she gathered her courage and advanced with the rose but his sight held her to her place. Her throat vibrant with unuttered words, her eyes smiling into his, watching him disappear in the far horizon, sent a pain through her heart which was so horrible that she thought she would die at that very moment.......