It was one of the weekends and as usual we planned to have some fun in the neighborhood. so I went early morning to her apartment. But when I went there she wasn't in herself and she looked pale. I asked what's wrong. She looked at me and started crying,sobbering and whimping like a dog. Unknowning the reason I tried to calm her down first . She started saying random things I couldn't understand. she was crying and saying again and again that she didn't mean any of those words and not to leave her alone, not to hate her...and so on. I couldn't understand a single thing. I said tell me about it. Everything's okay, I'm never goona leave you. Tell me everything. It was indeed a Dream which was more like a nightmare to her. she said and i listened. Last night we had a bad fight, and quarelled over night. she stated," I said such mean, hurtful words in rage of anger, words i didn't mean, I shouted on top of my vocal and panicked. You looked at me with anguish and felt hurt, the pain I saw in your eyes. That day I understand better that sometimes words can make you bleed more than actions. We hated each other and started growing apart. Everytime I meet your glance, I wanted to apologise for the guilt is killing me inside but I just couldn't. I took you for granted and you left me behind. I was all alone. I had so many friends years after but none felt like you, for we're like soul sisters. As year passed, the more distant our relationship got. Even in the future we didn't talk about each other. I wished every second of my life if all of it were a dream, if I had a chance to delete this memory, if everything could be erased. But I was shattered by those thoughts. We never talked or see eachother in the future. when in friend reunion someone asked me about you, said that we used to be more than best friends, i gave a painful smile. It was more hard for me hold back my tears. So I avoided every topic that includes you . Yes I felt empty. If I get a chance, I want to say few things which I really mean, my dear friend, you were the sunshine in my life, you hold the umbrella over my head when I was all wet in the rain because of life's tragedy. you believed me and understood me like no one else. you are my soulmate. I want to share my happiness and sorrow all with you. you're warm like my mother and sometimes scare me like my father. you're crazy and silly yet so mature. you're my role model. I wanted to say all these things to you but I never got a chance. I'm grateful that you came to my life and stayed. Please my bestie, never leave me." She stopped and I cried. It was hard to hold my tears naturally. I smiled and said, Never, I'll never leave you my dear sister. For now I know what we mean to each other. For we're soul sisters who are meant to be together. I hugged her warmly and cried.