I was innocent before I was born into this world that is so cruel. I won't ever get my innocence back! My innocence was stolen from me! I wish I could go somewhere to cleanse my soul and be whole again. I wish I could be free from my past trauma and anger that I hold and let the darkness go. I'm always in the center of a fight with my heart, mind and soul. I listen to them all three and it drives me crazy. My heart tells me to stay and my mind tells me to go, as my soul wants to leave me for good to be somewhere better than here. I have to keep my head up high, even though I feel so low. I would like to destroy the people that has hurt me and took my innocence away. I want my innocence back, that they took from me! I want to be happy and be glad to be alive. Not feeling down and wanting to die.
© Charlotte B.