Darkness.
Darkness everywhere.
I am going deep in the darkness.
I cannot hear my voice even though I am screaming.
I cannot feel my heartbeat even though I am breathing.
I want to hold on to something, somewhere in this deep,dark hollow,but there is nothing.
It feels like a pool of asphalt, pitch black,sticky, abrading every inch of my body.
I want to get out of here,I want to breath,but I don't know how can I.
My heart is getting heavy.My eyes are swell now,I don't know what to do,where is the escape,I couldn't find.

Someone once said to me,that it would be great to have more like me in this world.
I deny it.
The world will become a sad place,sadder than it is now,when it has more people with a heart like me.
To be honest,there is not a single day when I...