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If I Loved Him
If i loved him, you bet I did.
I loved him because not talking to him or seeing him hurt. Their was a point were I didn't even need to cry anymore my eyes would just look puffy like if I have been crying for hours.
The days where we wouldn't keep in contact felt years, and the hours felt days.
I couldn't wait for it to be Friday or Saturday just for him to pass by my job. I just wanted to hold him and kiss him.
just thinking about it makes me smile and sad at the same time. Sad because its been 4 years I haven't seen him, its been 4 years since we last spoke. My mind is invaded with so many memories of the past.
Let this love story begin...
January
I work in a restaurant thats were I meet him his name is Aaron I was working a double shift that snowey January that I will never forget, that January were I never thought would make me so happy and will make me so sad.
He sat at a table and I was about to take his order, when I saw him oh my God when I saw him I felt cold I felt shaky he looked at me and smiled "can you take my order" ( wow what a cute guy brown eyes, tall and light skined , not to chubby and not to skinny just right, just how I like my guys )
I went to the kitchen to tell the cooks his order, Something inside me felt that this guy was going to be the reason for my happiness and the reason I will shed so many tears.
I was telling myself your crazy you dont even know this guy, a part of me was willing to take all the risks, I was like take it or leave it girl so guess what I took it.
I'm that kind of person where I want to know what happens then to later think what could have happen.
I handed his order and he told me if I could sit down and eat with him, to order anything and he'll pay for it. ( Oh snap he got money I said to my self, good thing it was closing time and their wasnt alot of customers.)
The boss told me if I knew the person because we weren't allowed to sit with a customer, I said yes hes my friend he wanted to stop by and say hi.
( Their i was takeing a deep breath to go sit next to my man, I keep repeating please don't trip you better not trip.)
We were just looking at each other until a customer walks up to our table and tells me go get me another beer, I said sorry sir but were about to close, the guy said I dont care I want another beer, the guy slammed the table and a drink falls on me thats when Aaron gets up and tells the guy to calm down thats not the way to talk to a lady, Aaron makes a fist ( I'm rubbing his arm hopeing he calms down a little, ) if I wasn't their calming arron down maybe he would have hit the poor guy.
The message
So it was time to close aaron gave me his number and I gave him mine, he wanted to walk me home but I told him to get home save it was snowing alot and I was going to call a cab.
I got home and I felt so happy I couldn't stop thinking about him I told myself I love him i really love him, my mind ("listen girl you don't even know him what if he is those guys you see on...
I loved him because not talking to him or seeing him hurt. Their was a point were I didn't even need to cry anymore my eyes would just look puffy like if I have been crying for hours.
The days where we wouldn't keep in contact felt years, and the hours felt days.
I couldn't wait for it to be Friday or Saturday just for him to pass by my job. I just wanted to hold him and kiss him.
just thinking about it makes me smile and sad at the same time. Sad because its been 4 years I haven't seen him, its been 4 years since we last spoke. My mind is invaded with so many memories of the past.
Let this love story begin...
January
I work in a restaurant thats were I meet him his name is Aaron I was working a double shift that snowey January that I will never forget, that January were I never thought would make me so happy and will make me so sad.
He sat at a table and I was about to take his order, when I saw him oh my God when I saw him I felt cold I felt shaky he looked at me and smiled "can you take my order" ( wow what a cute guy brown eyes, tall and light skined , not to chubby and not to skinny just right, just how I like my guys )
I went to the kitchen to tell the cooks his order, Something inside me felt that this guy was going to be the reason for my happiness and the reason I will shed so many tears.
I was telling myself your crazy you dont even know this guy, a part of me was willing to take all the risks, I was like take it or leave it girl so guess what I took it.
I'm that kind of person where I want to know what happens then to later think what could have happen.
I handed his order and he told me if I could sit down and eat with him, to order anything and he'll pay for it. ( Oh snap he got money I said to my self, good thing it was closing time and their wasnt alot of customers.)
The boss told me if I knew the person because we weren't allowed to sit with a customer, I said yes hes my friend he wanted to stop by and say hi.
( Their i was takeing a deep breath to go sit next to my man, I keep repeating please don't trip you better not trip.)
We were just looking at each other until a customer walks up to our table and tells me go get me another beer, I said sorry sir but were about to close, the guy said I dont care I want another beer, the guy slammed the table and a drink falls on me thats when Aaron gets up and tells the guy to calm down thats not the way to talk to a lady, Aaron makes a fist ( I'm rubbing his arm hopeing he calms down a little, ) if I wasn't their calming arron down maybe he would have hit the poor guy.
The message
So it was time to close aaron gave me his number and I gave him mine, he wanted to walk me home but I told him to get home save it was snowing alot and I was going to call a cab.
I got home and I felt so happy I couldn't stop thinking about him I told myself I love him i really love him, my mind ("listen girl you don't even know him what if he is those guys you see on...
