"Hey,you,get out of here,you've been here all night"

opening my eyes,I could see hear her voice,faint in my head. " I hate you", no, wait, I looked up as my vision got better,it was just the bartender.

"Get out,or I'm calling the cops."

that's right,I had been here all night. I struggled to keep my balance.

"That's it,get up" he dragged me off my seat and out the bar.."And dont come back". I heard him say,as he slammed the door.

I slowly opened my eyes,as they adjusted to the light Ray's of the day.it was quite sunny for a time this early.

So,what was I doing there,why did I come to the bar?..

oh yes,now i remember. Tears rolled down down my eyes as I remembered all that had happened. All her words and all she said.

A thousand spears.Thats how it felt like.Like a thousand spears to my chest .piercing me from all angles .An unbearable pain.And her words struck me down like lightning to a rock.

"I hate you Nathan, let go of me,I don't want to see you no more,your pathetic. "

"please don't leave me,just stay, I promise to change. I'll get a better job.just don't leave me."

She was gone. Disappearing with the...