Most of us spend our lives, without realizing the purpose of our life and  when life is  about to  demise, it's only then
we raise those questions; which were supposed to be asked before...

We, humans, are all in search..in search of something that we don't discern in reality.
That something might be so drowning and illogical, so we assume that our senses are not capable to cope with and deny that something...

As an outcome, we misconstrue
that search with something that seems perfectly logical to us, though, it may not be in reality.

Humans are good at making logical assumptions
, like you can say we are blessed with a life to live and search for it is; how to live it in better ways...

The ultimate end of that search is that we occupied ourselves with how? How to make more money?
How to get a better job? How to get admission to high standard schools, colleges, and universities?
How to discriminate against others? How to gain superiority over other fellow beings?......and so forth and so on and the circle continues...


These questions are rational as by doing so we will get self-satisfaction, though not in reality!

These are mare fallacies, as the associations of life but not the life itself, or search of a man...

Humans are self discoverers, then why it is so disillusioned and gets influenced by the surroundings...
It seems it has lost its control over the self...

We were not created as a result of an incident, it was pre-planned by someone, we know.
Do we know that someone? Do we need to know about that entity?
 
That's the real search of man!
However, humans get so scared that it tries to find out ways...ways to escape out of reality, which it can't face...

As a result,  a catastrophe emerges as an Athiest, the most denial of the creatures but they are at the same time among the most Miserables...

They suffer a lot, from anxiety, depression, dissatisfaction, and disillusions while living a world of fantasy...

There is a continuous and never-ending battle inside them...

Where do they mistake? Did they ever realize that or would ever be able to realize that?

I believe that the dilemma is that they believed in logics and they want logical answers for them as well...But that's not how it works!

There are certain circumstances, where there is a need to be illogical.

Have you ever thought of love?
Why do we get hurt and feel pain at the betrayal of our beloved?
Why you are not being able to let go of things as that's a logical thing to do?
Isn't so?
Or else love is something tangible?
No, not at all...it's just a feeling or an emotion that just can't be touched or viewed...but still you believe in its existence because you felt that...

The same is the case with you and your creator...
You have to believe in His existence!
That's a better option...

I don't mean there is no rational answer to His existence...
One of the answers is you and your existence!

There is no movie without a director because that's not possible!
Then how someone can be a denial of the creator of this huge world.

When it rains, don't it makes a man think of how, why, and by whom?

When the thrive of the Spring is replaced the scratching sun of the summer, followed by the fall, when life gets dry and then there comes a coolness of a Winters...
Aren't they signs and reminders of the existence of someone?

There is someone, of whom we can't be a denial of, just because we are trapped in thoughts of our own creations of being logical and illogical!

Don't let the illusions blindfold you...


© Azra Khan