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DEAR CRYSTAL
Dear Crystal,

In this world filled with endless clouds. Lately my days go by so quickly, but nights are slow and chilly, without you Crystal. My dreams are slipping leaving me feeling hopeless and overwhelmed.

I remember when I tasted your sweet glass lips. I felt a connection between us, I had a strong desire to be with you. I believed in the future together, but it all disappeared when you left without giving me a chance to even get high as you. We shared some happy memories, but they were overshadowed by the pain you have caused me. Time took away the love we had, and you forgot who I really was, which was when you said goodbye, without any words of expressions.

In times like these, fairness is barely heard, and I know deep down that you never truly cared. You left me hanging, like a fragile pipe, empty and cracked inside. When I let you go, you discarded the love you claimed to have for me without hesitation. You traded it away for almost nothing, like when you miss your mark by the point of a needle.

Confronted with the truth, I fell for your lies, losing parts of myself along the way. My life feels broken beyond repair; the pain too intense to imagine any healing. I wished for your happiness, but you find satisfaction in causing me pain. If only you could see my true worth, you would realize the love I had for you cannot be measured by a dollar.

Who am I now?

You used to be everything to me, not just an addiction but a imperfect addiction of a masterpiece. But now, I am completely done with all your dark clouds you cast upon me. I desperately try to fill the void in my heart, but only a temporary distraction can help. My dreams are shattered, my heart broken. You have taken everything from me, as that is the only skill you possess.

In memories you promised to protect me fiercely and never let go. But suddenly, you let me go so easily. I am now broken by the bond we shared, leaving me with a broken heart. Sadly, Crystal, because it's clear I was just a temporary amusement for you. There's no remorse or regret for the mistake that you have become.

Now I shall banish Crystal from my life forever because I can see through her deceitful ways, and your evil heart. Despite the persistent attempts to be a part of my life, I have firmly decided to keep you far away for who I am to become. The intoxicating love cannot diminish the satisfaction I feel living a life without your bad influence. So, I ask you to stay away, like empty wisps drifting aimlessly, confined to the depths only you can reach. Forever more you will always reside in my past, unable to infiltrate my present or my near future.

Crystal, you are just a shattered dream, a lost spirit trapped in your own confusion. I hope for your eternal disappearance, confined to a desolate place in your own personal hell of misery and pain. Farewell to you.

Love, SiscoX


© Francisco Puentes