Part I. "They"

I must have made someone really mad. Really and truly I have been bombarded with psychological warfare, stalking, people gossiping back and forth real secretive-like, like I was some kind of monster or something.
And it seems like the meth I've been doing is more mind- controlling than usual. And controlling in special areas, like sex and porn and masturbation. It's like it's been overwhelming and no matter what kind of mood I'm in, that's the only choice. It used to be art and poetry, or even going to the bar for pool and drinks with a social benefactor. But now its, "What kind of sexual pleasure can I get tonight"? And porn! Oh my God, it's so unlike me to watch someone else fuck! And so unlike me to make little inuendos to women, like I could get it up if I had Permission! But " They " seem to manipulate it the way they want to.!

Part 2 "They" In Theory"

Now let me explain who "They" are. No matter how hard you try to control it you can't. And it seems that the controlling agent of the drug or the reaction you get from it is the very thing "They" hate!
This is not Law Enforcement; its worse! There exists an elite group of people; and I use the term "group" lightly because a group to me means few-in-number; "they"are the "warchful eye "of their communities.
Sometimes in life you run across powers and persuation.
So much so, in fact, that anyone you deal with that is not of that league cannot have any bearing on what they expect. This elite group of people are in every facit of your life, and depending on where you fit in, or not, your existence is remote by the initial attitude of these individuals. And I am concerned to say that these people are the "Illuminati" we've heard so much about! And the rules they play by are "anything goes"!
What now? We must self- examine the source of power and strenghth this originates from. Take the Free Masons for instance, which began as an elite group of nothing more than "Bricklayers" who were well-off, substanciated in their communities and very much a part of the "Founding Forefathers" who oversaw the placement ofbour constitution; but have, generation after generation, been diluted to a point of reorganization. The results: people who are recluse to mainstream society; who live and breathe "Screw- everyone-else-as-long-as-our- families-make-it-out-alive"!
Now I'm not pinning this ominous cloud on any one group with a fancy name, however I am suggesting that this is a people who care about one race, one central theme and one goal, void of the general population! A people with enough money, political pull, powers of persuation, and enough bravado to reach their means.
To call such an entity anything but evil would just be pinning a name on them! We mention the DEA in church, its just a governmental source to fight the "War On Drugs" battle! But mention these men and women on the streets and everybody looks over their shoulder! No, "Illuminati" is too good for these men and women: we may be talking about the "Fallen Angels of Hell" as far as that goes! ( I am only joking at this point in my story because I have no clue!) But the real attention is focused on how and why they go to the extremes they do and are...