Watch out man! Think before you act. I know, the charisma of that thing or person made you crazy. You are helpless and hopeless in your matter. Volley of thoughts are thudding your brain. You feel like there are rocks inside your head. Sometimes, others' opinion in your situation feels like more of glinting fire to these rocks. Creating a fire that burns your entire body. You are just powerless to control people, your thoughts and actions but fire keeps burning harder. You feel lonely even more than before. You just sit down and think of suicide. The fire inside you is not getting normal any how. Listen, give yourself just two minutes at that moment! Don't let that fire burn you in solitude.
Do suicide but suicide from all those thoughts that are provoking you for the act of suicide. Suicide from those unworthy people that are not getting convinced. Suicide from the environment that is making you feel like hell. Suicide! Suicide from all negativity that is hitting your head non-stop. Ask yourself a question! Will these people, things or circumtances change after you leave this world? Just consider yourself not being there and after day or two entire world will get busy in their chores. No one will have time to think about you. But my dear friend, You! You do have time now to think about yourself. You can make a difference! How? Just follow the potential you have, the talent you have and divert your beatless thinking power towards that. You will see a New You. A bigger You! You will be the person who will hold others' hand in darkness and will guide them. Feel it! How a transformation looks like and you will be half way there. Try to connect broken wires of your heart to your brain and love yourself for who you are. Lord has given you a thumbprint that no one else has, so you can leave an imprint that no one else can. Think about it! Be unique and become a happy version of yourself again.
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