Isn't that interesting, that few people come and lite up the room instantly, the second they walk in. And many times we wish to have the same attitude. To get attention, to make people laugh at our jokes; if not pjs:) and being cool. But being cool is even a habit which you wish to get. Clearly it isn't, but simply a act of one's nature and attitude. I don't think having the right amount of confidence in you is impossible. Maybe you don't know enough about yourself and just doubt too much.

If I talk about myself, then to be honest,
till last year I was...