First off I just want to let you know I love you. I always will. We didn’t end on the best of terms like I tried so hard to have. In fact we may have ended on the worst of terms (worst than before cos no there is no room for even a friendship). But I love you, nonetheless.

You always knew I’d be there pretty much no matter what. You knew I wasn’t letting you go for anything (no matter what crumbs of your table I had to eat). You took advantage of that and it’s cool. You walked all over me and I let you.

I’m definitely not saying you were all bad. In fact I had most of the best times of my 29 year life while we were together. There were times you showed me signs that you were capable of loving me. It only pulled me into your aura even more. I was stuck.

But...